I search for happiness

 I search for happiness 

Katie Warmbier 

Visions of my life are getting much clearer

introduced to my future,

now I know why I fear her

sadness, death, and surprises

stare at me unblinking in the mirror

unexpected pregnancies neurotic tenancies

this happiness and good events are unfound

all I wanna be is a queen

where is my crown, why the permanent frown?

I woke up today changed

this sun is much brighter

a different view through this bedroom window pain

gotta keep my hope cause she's a rider

I believe in heaven more than hell

successes more than fail

exposing my weakness

I refuse to keep this vale

I have a dream

my dream is to be free

my dream is to be me

my dream is to be happy