I recently went through a phase where I was extremely depressed and angry. For what reason, I still do not know. I guess it's pressure; I want security, and I just want to be worry free. I was feeling like I’d been responsible for other people and their feelings, more than I have been for my own. It was really weighing down hard on me. I'd cry for no reason, stayed in my bed all day unless I had work, didn’t really try to connect with people or contact friends, and that’s just not like me. I didn't think anyone would fully understand what my life was actually like, or the thoughts that went through my head. I won’t fake a smile, or pretend to be happy when I’m sad, I just won't, and I physically can’t. If something is wrong with me, it will show on my face, you’ll hear it in my tone, and see it in my body language.
